11

To Dream A Dream

I've found it often more pleasant to dream a dream thank to live it.

Grandma

My grandma died today.

Every time someone dies in my life I always fall asleep right as they are passing.

2011 has not been the best year so far.

But I have my hopes set high. Things can only get better from here.

Grandma is in a better place, Mr. Hurd's cancer is removable and I have some really amazing people in my life.

Like I said, it can only get better from here.

Today

I learned Mr. Hurd has cancer.

I'm trying so hard to be brave for Jeff but I am so sad inside.

Nothing can happen to this man, he is so sweet and gentle and I cannot imagine a world without him. Jeff needs his father.

It's not his time.

Everything happens for a reason but this just doesn't seem like it makes any sense.

(If you read this please do not say anything as I am not sure whether the family is sharing this information yet. I honestly wrote this for myself with the understanding that very few if any people read this. Thank you.)