Monday, July 23, 2007

Not Again

Tonight it all came back again.

Maybe it was coming home to the same bed. To this house. To this town. To the setting where my heart was built up and then smashed to bits.

I don't like nighttime.

I went to Daniel's this weekend and I had a really wonderful time. I'm very grateful for him and I can sincerely say he is one of the greatest people I have met, honest and true. I also got to see Kelsey which warmed my soul ever so much. She brightens every moment with her infectious laughter and genuine kindness.

I wish I was back there now.

I cannot wait to leave this place behind. I cannot wait to leave this summer in the dust...we had some good times, but the bad ones have cast a mighty shadow and it's taking all of me to fight it off.