Monday, November 26, 2007

Time To Untie My Knapsack

I've been running away for the past few months and I'm not sure from what I just know the desperate feeling that consumes me…

“Only after disaster can we be resurrected”

This summer shattered my soul and it hurt like hell but it was after it all that I could gather the pieces and have slowly begun to rebuild myself. I was forced to face what I was making of my life and it felt false and empty. Until that point I feel I had created the me I wanted to be, but the life I was living was not the one I desired. I felt a lack or compulsion and passion, absent of happiness and driven by instinct, sympathy…blindly wandering the corridors of my “life”.

I’m still working everything out, and in this process I have pretty much abandoned my old life. Well, to be fair, there is still a good portion that remains, but at the very least, I feel as if I have left so much behind me and I’m trying to retrace my steps and pick up what I left behind in my hast to retreat from the deafening storm.

I’m recovering…I’m coming back…please be patient.

1 comment:

Nyss Bomb said...

you know i told you last time we spoke that i would answer the phone if you called...