Drama

Why am I being like this?

This isn't me and that is not right. Stop the fretting and the bitching, lifes too short to be sad.

So smile.



I went on a long bike ride today on my new fuji bike and I loved it so much. I forgot how wonderful it is to be on a bike again. I'm so grateful for this bike too...it's my mom's from a long time ago, its an amazing bike and she simply never rode it. She let me have it and it is like christmas. I miss riding in the prarie though (which I can't do with my new bike since its a racing bike)...riding in early morning as the dew collects...once a deer ran in front of me and I almost hit her....scary.

I need to go to my thinking spot in the woods soon, I haven't been in too long...hope it hasn't become too developed like everything else in this town. I'll take Dakota with me too, hopefully we won't get ticks again.

I miss Chicago.

P.S. This picture really puts in perspective how large Dakota is...I never realized it until now.

P.P.S. I really hate the phone, and phone calls. I think I might try and get rid of my phone soon...mistake? I'm going to drag out my typewriter again. Shortly mail me for communication...the address will be 525 south state street...apartment number 731 as of september. Eff the University Center...but at least it'll be in the city I love